Recently, my brother convinced me to watch a documentary called Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead. This movie is about a gentleman who goes on a “juice fast” for 60 days. Throughout the movie he talks about how the food that we eat really has no nutritional value inside of it, and how through juicing you can restore the micro-nutrients into the body that a person needs to thrive.
Needless to say, one week later and i bought my first juicer. Spring has sprung in Michigan, and it is awfully inspiring. So, i came up with a plan, a plan to be health conscious for the first time in my life. This means no more smoking, no drinking, exercising, and juicing twice a day for a month. *Disclaimer warning* I am not doing this to lose wight, rather to start living a healthy lifestyle and see how much different my emotions, moods, and health are noticed.
I have decided to document my journal throughout this process on my blog, mainly to share my experience with others, and also to have a way to remain self responsible for maintaining until the end of my experience.
Tonight my friend Shane went to the casino. I knew it would not be in my best interest to go with him, however part of men wanted to. I have noticed that we have grown apart, because he spends every second with my friend Phil. For the past couple months of my life I have participated in their adventures, wanting to feel like I belong to be with them. Feeling more and more like an outcast, I became depressed.
However tonight I took some time to meditate and pray to the almighty. It became clear to me that i wasn’t meant to partake much in thief friendships. The reasoning is that I have different goals in mind, different values that I hold closer to me than them. For my spirit cried out to me, and Gods spirit was sent to comfort me. Realizing that I am a different being with a stronger core, one that has been buried in the dust and recently rediscovered. I feel for me to reach my personal growth that is necessary for me to thrive in my live ( that being spiritual and tangible).
Realizing and coping with the fact that someone could influence me so much too stray so far from my creators will was a very tough thought to grasp. At first I denied it, claiming that it was all internal and had nothing to do with the fact that Shane was influencing me in such a strong way. Having time to myself tonight was a gift from God, showing me the bigger picture. My almighty shepherd from above has guided me back to the eternal love that IS GOD. Praise God for his merciful loge that abounds humanity with such graceful forgiveness. Let me spread his word and truth, and become a beacon of life for all.
Interesting how an everyday slogan on a piece of coin can inspire someone to delve into deep spiritual reflection. Trusting in God is something that i have struggled with throughout my walk with Christ. It is important to remember that your relationship with christ is just that, a relationship. Now we can see how trust is a key component to building a successful relationship with God. This fundamental component is often overlooked by many christians, resulting in lack of growth. John 14:1-“Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me.” Trusting in God can lead to an unlimited amount of growth. When times become troubled it is important to build a foundation on rock. There is nothing like knowing you are in the creator’s arms when everything seems to go wrong. Learning to trust in God keeps you focused on deepening your relationship with Christ, without worry. ”A painter does not focus his entire work on a single stroke, but rather captures beauty with an entire picture.” Focusing on certain struggles can prevent you from experience the greater picture, the picture of love, strength, and victory.
As i sit down to write my first blog, i see a blank canvas ready to be painted. I have never done a blog before, and to be honest i am both nervous and intrigued. Even though i doubt more than a few people will ever read this, i find this a great way to get things that are deep in my heart out to the world. I plan on sharing what i learn through the Scriptures and Through everyday life. Sharing quotations that strike me day by day, that i have read or thought of. Sharing music that catches my ear. Speaking of great people in my life that need prayer, that are affecting me day by day.
I am a child Christian who is eager to learn. Hoping to share what i learn to inspire fellowship with my fellow brothers and sisters.
